Understanding..

Don't you find it hard to understand yourself sometimes? I do. I really don't get how my mind, my heart and my emotions work at times. People carry out self reflection. Most of the time they get a little better at understanding their own selves.

Me? I get more confused.

Friends and family tell me I'm predictable. I'm easy to read. If that is so...why do I find it so hard to set everything straight in my own mind. To 'read' myself? To understand? I wonder...do others understand and know me better than I do myself?

Maybe.

In some areas.

But mostly...

Won't others only see what I choose to portray?

yups I know I'm babbling again. ahahhahaha! but thats what I do. =)