Change

Wow. If a certain someone had not reminded me about my dying blog, I would not have realized it's been 3 months since I've last posted anything. Tsk tsk.

Who knew in just 3 months, such drastic changes would have taken place?

My previous post was about my first trip to Seremban. No one could have foreseen that my second trip to Seremban would be to console a friend for the lost of her father.

It still breaks my heart to think of what she must be going through right now..

Change.

There are some good changes too. As I reflect on the past year, I can see how God has taken me under His caring arm to work a change in me. Some as I learn from mistakes, others as I learn to trust in Him to lead me out of my comfort zone.

These are changes that have taken place. Friendships grew, blunders made, lessons learnt.

But there is a BIG change that is yet to come.

I'm leaving home in 25 days.

Honestly, the thought hasn't sunk in yet. People are questioning me about my preparations, my feelings about leaving..

I'm excited.
I'm hopeful.
I'm scared.

But as I was telling a caring church member of mine yesterday, with so much unknown to me about life there, I would learn to lean on God all the more. When I am unable to rely on myself, I'll no doubt rely more on Him..

And in whose hands will I be safest in?

His.